If you linked to this page first you might also look at www.arches.uga.edu/~gwright1 and follow the links to the TOST synopsis, which is a more refined and detailed version of this stream of consciousness piece.

What is it that you do

That is not an answer to

The question put in view

What are you going to do?

Questions are always present

Your next thought is an answer to some question

Like, what is your next thought?

Everything is one continuous question

A screaming stream of them

Annoying once you realize it, isn’t it?

Something apparently got curious, a mistake?

And it all got started

Not everything is curious, only respondents are curious

Humans for sure, animals maybe some plants

The thing is it is a cycle of sorts

More questions bring more questions

A regular cacophony of questions

Which annoys the answers

Unbalances the system

In which case the system finds a way

To get fewer responses It’s those darn responses those reactions, those questions

That cause the problems

If there were no questions

It would be the same question as

What if

No one answered

In either case, if there are no questions or no one to answer

Then nothing is the answer

No "life"

Now if life depends on continuous questions

The universe is a question

Or the Universe prepares, enables, poses the question

What then is a statement? Is it the opposite of a question?

Maybe a question is matter

And a statement is anti-matter?

A sort of Newtonian existence (but not equal, it is mediated)

Or a statement is a position that possesses no questions

Or anti-matter is statement of position that possesses no questions

It is a "rule" and not a statement

And you can only break so many rules, or bend them

Or turn them into strings

(But questions, once asked, have no rules, and thus are rules in themselves)

Matter. Is it a permanent question? Does it give life? Is it agreeable?

Anti-matter, the non-question. The introvert.

Its permanent direction is inward. (With great force)

That is why they don’t mix well, perhaps.

And only so much noise can be tolerated.

After all, you should only ask just so many questions,

Before you get the answer.

This is why curiosity really does kill the cat

And it is also why © George Wright

The question really does beg

The answer

The mediator

Now what is it that protects the questioner?

Allows it to exist?

What placates or delays ever so slightly

That is what slights

The action of the non-question forces?

It may in fact be the "Mediator"

Or even one of a few

Who arrived in the meridian of time

Now that makes some sense

We might not be clueless after all

We have attached to the concept of this mediator

The idea of choice/Which is a question/Which is/

What are you going to do?

In opposition (an unfortunate word)

We have identified

The enemy of the mediator/A force which proposes/

That it alone rules/And there is no choice in this

(It is a somewhat angry prideful attractive force)

There is no choice/No discourse

So, what have we identified?

God is a question god is light which travels everywhere, illuminates

Lucifer is the non-question, an absence of light, an attractive force

Beautiful in order and form. A black hole.

What is love? A shield from the non-question! Less gravity! You even feel lighter! A barrier, An allowance ever so slight that it balances the universe

What is stress? How do you reduce it?

Ask fewer questions or get more answers!

By the way

Any good idea is a question

Now, back in the "beginning"

(Which may have been someone else’s "end")

All there was was this attractive non-question state

Very dark no light

It did not "know" that it was dark. It was happy

It was everything

And one idea one question upset it all

Spread it out rapidly

Now there are a whole lot of nothings

All over the place

But they are related to each other

So they communicate frequently

Now this "Idea" or "Question"

Has an advantage

It knows just enough, because

It has been asking just long enough

It’s an idea that just won’t go away

This is not to say it might not toy with

The idea of doing this all again

But way back when

The first question

Was it spontaneous

Or introduced to the dark?

The last Idea

The last idea

Stands frozen

In the moment before the destruction

Of the last person

Will it escape?

Where will it go?

The last idea

Will it be the same

As the first idea?

Does creation start from

The last idea

© George Wright

Words In Air

Words in air

Words have meaning when they’re said

Loud or soft or sung

Words in air have power

Words in air have force

So never say you don’t love me

Never say words that hurt

For words in air have power

And words in air can hurt

Words in air have meaning

Words in air have force

Words in air are power

For better or for worse

So remember

You think it then you say it

The trouble is that next

It’s possible that you’ll do it

Always be careful what you think

Think good thoughts don’t be angry

Be careful what you say

You might end up doing good things

Each and every day

This really doesn’t have anything to do with what we are talking about

Or maybe it does

Words and thoughts add to the "disharmony" of our system

But I might begin to think that all words are not equal

Actually it might be if you take matter/anti matter

Combine it, and shape the force with the right word

You might go somewhere

"Have you heard the word is love

It’s so fine, it’s sunshine

It’s the word I’m thinking of" (lennon-mccartney)

Except I would actually use one of the names of God

Two things are interesting

0 gravity exists the moment you think of it (true 0 gravity, which does not exist?)

Anti-matter can be found wherever you can concentrate a lot of gravity!

Simply create an area that possesses no questions

It is not the presence of one thing it is the absence of the other

People like to make things complex

Actually if you look around you see small models

Of everything Mathematicians know this but they try to bend it

All that stuff

Like time travel

You can not go back in time

You cannot un-ask a question

You can, however, ask the same question again and again

This is very dangerous (see below)

Instead, ask the same question in a different way

You can go so far forward you end up behind yourself

(That is known as getting ahead of yourself) (or, we’re behind you all the way!)

If you survive asking ask the same question more than once

Everyone you are with progresses along a little more than you

And you end up being the baby of the bunch

Oh about travel in time, it is a question of distance

I need a mathematician to model the answer, the non-question.

And the question

And "God" the original question, the most experienced curious force.

It may be that N = non possession (anti-matter) attractive very high gravity "the devil"

Q = question (matter) whose "true" state is absolute 0 gravity but that is not achieved by many particles of matter so "Q" is 0 gravity that is annoyed Pure Q or 0 gravity is emitted by God but there is also weak Q which is Q in Tost, or ambiguous matter

X is God who mediates or makes possible the existence of Q

It may be that N is greater than Q

But N is not greater than X

N + Q are not equal to or greater than X actually

X is greater than N + Q or N times Q or whatever exponent you apply

X comes in part from an intersecting set

The universe is not a closed system

There is a small flow of 0 gravity into it from outside

T is tost or ambiguous matter

H is host or unambiguous matter

People and animals plants etc are tost

They are not matter

N+-S+T is balanced by (X+Q) ++ S + H

I think that X also exists outside of the experience of N and Q, it is an intersecting set that may intersect many other N and Q areas but the other intersections really are not relevant except that

X is not concerned with the other areas requirements in terms of "force". The mere participation or intersection of X creates the existence of Q. X in fact can chose to intersect or not. I have not mentioned S which is a statement and not a question or non-question. S is on both side of the equation, it cancels itself out immediately. (S is matter on one side and anti matter on the other)

What happens when you place absolute 0 gravity (or send it) in an area of matter?

Take a mass of Hydrogen at absolute 0 and collapse it rapidly. That is, half of it. Introduce (re-introduce) at the halfway point an area of 0 gravity. How much 0 gravity does it take to slow the process? What is the "background" temperature of the Universe? Work backward from that. That background temperature is the remaining unambiguous, unchangeable H, and should be substantial. T is substantial. Anti matter is scarce, and so therefore I think that matter is scarce as well.

What happens when a question enters an area which possesses no questions, and possesses statements?

God or x existed and he emitted a matter, an unambiguous statement, that could not take form.

As I said he left. The non-question area formed in his absence. (0 gravity’s departure caused the non-question area to begin to absorb the statement.) If you cannot ask questions there cannot be answers.

The action of the non question area on the statements causes a change in attitude of the original statement. (it became ambiguous) It is "Prepared" to change, that is, it has a better attitude. (so what is the action of high gravity on matter of one unchangeable form?) (remember no 0 gravity exists.) How do you create anti-matter? Can high gravity create it? Can an area that possesses no questions corrupt statements? So that the arrival of x in the meridian of time represents a balance, a fulcrum? The question interceded at the midpoint of the corruption of matter! The continuing intercession of x moves things forward as stated before.

The 0 gravity question returns or intersects and makes a statement equivalent to "Organize"

Sometime later….X emits a question, or a series of them. Life forms. (Like emitting a stream of 0 gravity) As it is the "organize" statement may not have been necessary, the action of the non-question or high gravity on unambiguous matter is well known to God, he knew it would behave within a limited range. Like baking bread….It is not always exactly the same, but you know it will bake.

As the universe works to-day you must then have opposition. Without the non-question force, which was created by the absence of X, you would not have matter that could take form. Without the continuing intervention of X we would all return to a non-question state. But the theological perspective is satisfied by the concept that X was first on the scene and X enables the existence of "life" in fact X emits life. But the life that is "emitted" is not equivalent to X….it is a representation of X in the form of statements (tost) that are organized into entities that can emit questions. (weak Q) There may be a process at some point where the statement is forgiven and becomes only a question. Maybe that is what angels are.

God is zero gravity. God emits zero gravity questions.

You cannot make a statement which is both positive and negative. (true and untrue) You can be ambiguous. (formal logic lovers please calm down)

God cannot tell a lie, God is not ambiguous. God is truth. God emitted a statement which was unambiguous. It was a 0 gravity unambiguous element very cold. One state of mind.

God left. In his absence the area that possesses no questions formed. It attracted everything….but God interceded at the meridian. (Of the process, also known as the meridian of time) ½ of what was emitted is then changed to ambiguous. ½ remains unambiguous, but the rush of motion towards the N area raised it’s temperature a little bit. Nonetheless it is still unambiguous.

God or X is the only matter in the universe. The Devil or N is the only anti-matter.

Original sin is the original attraction of all elements towards the N area the Devil. God is blue or white and is cold/the Devil is red hot! People are by their nature corrupt because they are made out of tost or the elements that were corrupted, changed, in the rush to N.

To find tost look for uncertain elements. If they do not know where they are or you cannot reliably predict their location, that is tost.

To find host, look for the opposite, keeping in mind that it will not be the same thing as zero gravity. It will be in slow observable motion. It is not yet corrupt.

The devil cannot create life. He cannot emit a question. He can however, manipulate tost…with half truths and lies. What he creates cannot ask questions. Only what God creates can ask questions. A property of being partly made of Q is you generate weak Q. Refer back to the eventual end of this system, or look at the other formula below. God injects 0 gravity, or Q creatures emit weak Q, it all adds up.

Do not think that all ambiguity is here, and all un-ambiguity is elsewhere. It is all mixed up. But we live in an ambiguous world.

The universe is balanced on a dangerous fulcrum. On one side is N, -S, T, on the other is +S, H, and (X + Q). Since X and Q are zero gravity, more Q emitted lightens the scale and tips everything back to n. It is not correct to construct an equation for this universe that has an = sign in it. The universe is not a closed set, remember X’s area intersects and this is the source of more Q. Don’t worry: X can choose to intersect the entire set. That is the whole point to being God. Or X can un-intersect, with disastrous results for us. After X completely intersects, there are no untruths, no areas that possess no questions, nothing but light, and we all become hosts of heaven! (At this time there are a limited # of hosts, and their # is growing) You might think of hosts of heaven (as opposed to H the element) as questions (Q) who were ambiguous (T) but lost their ambiguity. They are perfected! Tost, but annoyed Tost, as I mentioned before is people who are questions or zero gravity areas represented by Tost.

This is complex as hell.

You might have noticed that tost is meant to mean tossed, as in uncertain random motion. Or, people are toast. (They will be if we don’t figure all of this out)

I believe that you will find when you end up with X + Q is equal to 2N we have an event that will occur of unpredictable nature. In other word when X+Q over N = 2 events will become unpredictable.

The salt mine. I read that water was put in a salt mine and then some scientists waited to see anti-matter collide with the matter in the water. Why didn’t they see any flashes? Because they didn’t even have any matter in the mine. They had tost. Even if they had matter it would have been unlikely that anti matter would have showed up. If they had host and tost they still wouldn’t have seen anything. There is not that much anti matter out there, neither is there much matter for that , oh you know what I mean.

N+-S+T is balanced by (X+Q) ++ S + H

I thought I would write that again because it occurred to me to read it.

"The devil and his negative ambiguous statements are balanced by the question of God and his positive and unambiguous statements"

That is interesting, because I did not start from that.

It also says "High gravity negative matter and warm matter in random motion is balanced by an inflow of 0 gravity and a quantity of positive matter plus matter that is not in random motion and is cold."

This is all a little much for me because I have no idea what that means!

It more correctly says " High gravity negative matter and tost is balanced by an inflow of 0 gravity and host."

(It may be that the universe is shaped like a galaxy)

Whatever.

People are always asking

What is heaven?

Am I immortal?

They don’t know that asking

Hastens their demise

Just like too many people

Is just that

It signals an end

So people are questions

Possibly of varying "quality"

Varying quality of "light" (radiation, whatever spectrum, microwave, etc we all belong to the same one)

When people run out

That is

When their questions become "redundant"

And they are done learning

Their question leaves

Now, since questions are matter

Your spirit is matter You are matter

Of varying degrees of lightness

After all we are all questions anyway

According then to the quality

Or, your ability to

Shed dark attraction

The closer you move to the pure question

Step by step

Away from dark anti-matter attraction (the devil is in the details)

And the lighter you are

If you become pure, sure, decisive (un-ambiguous)

You become radiation, light

This would be consistent with the idea

That god lives on a star

If you haven’t heard of that

That is another discussion

So to be perfected in degrees

Move toward the light

Come to think of it

People call hell "Outer darkness"

Also "the absence of light"

You might not want to ask about it

But all this is not necessarily a theological argument

I just want to live forever

Can I?

© George Wright

(actually we are questions and statements.)

One last thought

In the corner, the scientist is screaming

"Prove it! Measure it!"

He is heavy with guilt over other theories gone astray

Heavy with guilt…..

Measure that

But is it measurable? How much does it weigh?

Let me see. Does a person lose any matter at the moment of "death"?

Why does a question mark look the way it does?

Why are there archetypes?

Why would it matter if guilt weighed anything?

Is it guilt or the act you perform to be guilty that makes the matter heavy?

On the other hand, do you get lighter when the "spirit" is with you?

Do you feel lighter?

I would venture

If you do something that brings you closer to

The non-question area

If you are attracted to it

You are moving towards it

Perhaps imperceptibly

And perhaps not

You might be able to measure it

Conversely

Move towards the question

Be a good boy or girl

Take a load off of your shoulders

Become nearer to the zero gravity area

Be lighter

Let me lighten your burdens

Do you see how intuitive people are?

We are all experts!

Anyway, to be specific, which is boring

Weigh people, if you can

And measure their relative distance from wherever

Like I said

It’s all a question of distance

© George Wright

What happens when you place absolute 0 gravity in the center of anti-matter?

What happens when you place absolute 0 gravity in the center of matter?

Why object to the notion of 0 gravity?

Tost Host Matter Anti-Matter.

What we have called matter is not matter.

We could call it matter, but then we end up with tost and anti-tost and it doesn’t assist people in making a paradigm shift. If we just shift matter and anti matter to different roles, their real roles, then it is easier to visualize. Now it is easier to understand why there is so little observable anti-matter in the universe. And why it is cold. 0 gravity is associated with absolute 0 temperatures.

And since there really isn’t that much 0 gravity out there yet, it is psychologically more accessible. 0 gravity is the most powerful thing in the universe. And outside the universe.

Here it is now I’m quite serious about this

How to build an honest time machine

It’s simple

Start with a natural force

One you can’t control

Like rocks heavy ones lots lots lots

They collect direct control a certain flow

They just do

3 sides is a good idea

Make it tall

It has walls

Got the Picture?

If this thing has an inside

It does

Put a place in the middle, like a table, but really what it is is upside down

An image of its mother

Inverted

Stand on it

But keep the sides in line

Sides in line?

Good

Now here it’s going to get fun

Take a lot of energy, like the sun

But put it underneath your inverted stage

You might use 1+ -1 energy, one way and it’s evil brother

Or any other form that you can manipulate

Just don’t kill the actors

Here is one form you might try

Use the energy from the sky, that’s always been there since the start of time

With the stone this force will rhyme

Now listen can you hear

The language spoken for many years

But forgotten since the time of Babylon

That’s the key to making it work

The one name spoken is the one word name

Words are power Power in a name

Form into Air Form is matter

Power into air Energy to spare

Transforms matter encapsulates the actors

Frozen on the stage

Changes the position

The circle is engaged

But be careful what you say, there the people may stay

Use the powerful name

Transduce the form of the spoken name of God into waves of energy, these waves being shaped by the analog pattern, transferred into analog waves of energy, form a void in a particular space, cross across time by crossing the center vortex, (or engaging the circle) for a small period of time.